if if only if

take your last swig
gargle, spit, repeat
i\'m not waiting
you\'re closing
in on me on me
rinse your hands in
in my heart
rip me out and
let me cry cry
cry along with tides
left forced from sand/
soul enchanted/
unrelentless/
unrequited/
go and come again--
i\'ll take you within my arms
smile
and repeat.